Wednesday, February 6, 2013

Just finished reading a new chapter to a story my friend has written and she tends to plug in songs for me to listen towards a part in the chapter and she posted "Albatross" by Fleetwood Mac for the ending of the chapter.

Let's say I shed few tears without noticing. Its just lovely.

I'll just leave this here.

Good Night.


Tuesday, February 5, 2013


Why could I not have a nice,simple day today?

I woke up and had an email waiting for me from the school loans company saying something about my private loan payments..

It sucks that I can not defer them, and the monthly payment is a ridiculous amount. How do they expect us to pay back suck a big amount when some people are struggling to find a good paying job that can get them by day by day. I have applied so many places so I can at least start somewhere and nothing.

There was one place I went to an interview and they liked me but then I got an email later last month saying that they won't be needing an assistance at the moment. Well then.

This is hard for me right now, I can not pay that amount a month and plus I doubt I can change the amount to a lower one. I am really getting nervous because well since I was waiting to see if this private loan would get deferred and to my acknowledgment that private loans cannot get deferred unless you are still in school.

What am I going to do for the next four months? I am going to start community college during the summer semester but what will I do till then? I wish I can think things away but that really isn't possible is it. This is just really difficult to get through since I will be always thinking about it till there is a reasonable way to solve this problem. 


Why can't I win the lotto or idk.. 

It will be hard for me to sleep tonight, since tomorrow I will call up the company again to see what I can do.

Till then. 

Adieu fellow bloggerz


* photos are from Tumblr and do not belong to me.

Four years later....

Just me being um.. me.

Well hello! Whoa... it's been a while. I really did forget I had a blog till I saw that my friend Laura frm the UK made one.. and then it struck my memory that I had one. I wasn't expecting to be a big hit but at least get few followers and meet people but I guess school was getting in the way.

To recap what has happened in the last few years... I graduated college with my BA in graphic design, I have met f'ing awesome new people, discovered really ace new bands and just been getting older. 

Life right now is just a bit slow.. I have been up and down trying to find a job in my field or even a part time just to be able to get some experience but nobody will hire me due to experience. I want someone to just give me a chance and also to the others of people struggling to find a job.

What has happened to my non realistic talent of making poems ( haha not really poems)? I reread some of the old posts and I would say I was a bit good with words now I just struggling trying to make sense with words. oh well.

Hope all you lovely people are doing well and swell. 


Anywho.. I'm out of this Popsicle stand!

Catch you on the flip side! :D