Let's say I shed few tears without noticing. Its just lovely.
I'll just leave this here.
Good Night.
Kimmi
Wednesday, February 6, 2013
Just finished reading a new chapter to a story my friend has written and she tends to plug in songs for me to listen towards a part in the chapter and she posted "Albatross" by Fleetwood Mac for the ending of the chapter.
Let's say I shed few tears without noticing. Its just lovely.
I'll just leave this here.
Good Night.
Kimmi
Let's say I shed few tears without noticing. Its just lovely.
I'll just leave this here.
Good Night.
Kimmi
Tuesday, February 5, 2013
Frustration!
Why could I not have a nice,simple day today?
I woke up and had an email waiting for me from the school loans company saying something about my private loan payments..
It sucks that I can not defer them, and the monthly payment is a ridiculous amount. How do they expect us to pay back suck a big amount when some people are struggling to find a good paying job that can get them by day by day. I have applied so many places so I can at least start somewhere and nothing.
There was one place I went to an interview and they liked me but then I got an email later last month saying that they won't be needing an assistance at the moment. Well then.
This is hard for me right now, I can not pay that amount a month and plus I doubt I can change the amount to a lower one. I am really getting nervous because well since I was waiting to see if this private loan would get deferred and to my acknowledgment that private loans cannot get deferred unless you are still in school.
What am I going to do for the next four months? I am going to start community college during the summer semester but what will I do till then? I wish I can think things away but that really isn't possible is it. This is just really difficult to get through since I will be always thinking about it till there is a reasonable way to solve this problem.
UGHHHHH!!!
Why can't I win the lotto or idk..
It will be hard for me to sleep tonight, since tomorrow I will call up the company again to see what I can do.
Till then.
Adieu fellow bloggerz
Kimmi
* photos are from Tumblr and do not belong to me.
I woke up and had an email waiting for me from the school loans company saying something about my private loan payments..
It sucks that I can not defer them, and the monthly payment is a ridiculous amount. How do they expect us to pay back suck a big amount when some people are struggling to find a good paying job that can get them by day by day. I have applied so many places so I can at least start somewhere and nothing.
There was one place I went to an interview and they liked me but then I got an email later last month saying that they won't be needing an assistance at the moment. Well then.
This is hard for me right now, I can not pay that amount a month and plus I doubt I can change the amount to a lower one. I am really getting nervous because well since I was waiting to see if this private loan would get deferred and to my acknowledgment that private loans cannot get deferred unless you are still in school.
What am I going to do for the next four months? I am going to start community college during the summer semester but what will I do till then? I wish I can think things away but that really isn't possible is it. This is just really difficult to get through since I will be always thinking about it till there is a reasonable way to solve this problem.
UGHHHHH!!!
Why can't I win the lotto or idk..
Till then.
Adieu fellow bloggerz
Kimmi
* photos are from Tumblr and do not belong to me.
Four years later....
Wow!
Well hello! Whoa... it's been a while. I really did forget I had a blog till I saw that my friend Laura frm the UK made one.. and then it struck my memory that I had one. I wasn't expecting to be a big hit but at least get few followers and meet people but I guess school was getting in the way.
To recap what has happened in the last few years... I graduated college with my BA in graphic design, I have met f'ing awesome new people, discovered really ace new bands and just been getting older.
Life right now is just a bit slow.. I have been up and down trying to find a job in my field or even a part time just to be able to get some experience but nobody will hire me due to experience. I want someone to just give me a chance and also to the others of people struggling to find a job.
What has happened to my non realistic talent of making poems ( haha not really poems)? I reread some of the old posts and I would say I was a bit good with words now I just struggling trying to make sense with words. oh well.
Hope all you lovely people are doing well and swell.
*crickets*
Anywho.. I'm out of this Popsicle stand!
Catch you on the flip side! :D
Kimmi
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Well hello! Whoa... it's been a while. I really did forget I had a blog till I saw that my friend Laura frm the UK made one.. and then it struck my memory that I had one. I wasn't expecting to be a big hit but at least get few followers and meet people but I guess school was getting in the way.
To recap what has happened in the last few years... I graduated college with my BA in graphic design, I have met f'ing awesome new people, discovered really ace new bands and just been getting older.
Life right now is just a bit slow.. I have been up and down trying to find a job in my field or even a part time just to be able to get some experience but nobody will hire me due to experience. I want someone to just give me a chance and also to the others of people struggling to find a job.
What has happened to my non realistic talent of making poems ( haha not really poems)? I reread some of the old posts and I would say I was a bit good with words now I just struggling trying to make sense with words. oh well.
Hope all you lovely people are doing well and swell.
*crickets*
Anywho.. I'm out of this Popsicle stand!
Catch you on the flip side! :D
Kimmi
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